when boys hold u by yr waist and make you feel tiny
when you kiss boys and you can feel their stubble
freckles on boy
body hair on boy
spooning with boys
when boys get hard while spooning and you can feel it and its really cute
boys in the abstract
"I’m not used to being loved. I wouldn’t know what to do."
If you don’t love yourself, you’ll always be chasing people who don’t love you.